In my head
Only a madness
I scream instead;
Afraid to be absurd
Variations of my morals
I hear them every day say, 
“you look normal; either way” 
To suck up my toxins that I spew
Festering only in my mind; not anew
Choking through it from time to time
Get a feel of what's it like to be mine
Always dancing those fine fucking lines
Balancing acts of just emotional attacks
Paranoia filling all corners & tiny cracks
Volatile thoughts to purged a crime if heard
Rationality slipping through her tormented mind
Lost in a world of sensitivity & to hurl verbiage
Tears flow, not furloughed for years; it appears 
Her sanity has so quickly disappeared..........!!!