I can not help, no more
Blessing becoming blackened
Draws my sickness to me

She comes looking for me
I hear her steps; closer she gets
Hiding in my closet I want to die

I am not so sure; she has always abhored;
Everything I’ve ever stood for
Nothing to get what prayed for

“Come here beauty be by my side”
“That’s where you belong”
“You’ll turn into a beautiful sad song”

Losing all precious hope
Out of my vision; scope
A hard time having to cope

Further I plunge into the depths
Once again she brings me to her bosom
Cradling me in her sickened way

“Oh, please dear just end it today”
“Haven’t you had enough anyway?”
“Come hither & w/me you’ll stay”

“Come along”