I’m falling
I’m failing
I’m flailing

Too late to be whisked away
Too late to be fed grapes all day
Too late to basks in the sunshine’s rays

Afraid to feel again
Afraid to feel pain
Afraid to feel disdain

To cry my last tears
To cry my worst fears
To cry my dreams arrear’ed

Live in my shoes this time
Live in my mind & feel insane
Live in my soul, feel blackness take hold

“I’m too afraid to live”