Alive is my skin
It is crawling deep w/in
Nerves wearing ever so thin

Falling into the depths; of the past, I once knew
I never bonded, not w/me nor with you
I didn’t know what I was suppose to do

A drop in my time line
A hate-filled crime
Atop of me; she did climb

“Family to loved ones” were never concerned
She the perfect model of a mother, I did yearn
Crazy pain, she taught me instead; so spurned

Bruises upon beatings, as I cried
Cleaning up vomit; burning mine eyes
She was evil wicked and horribly vile

My soul she did defile
How dare she curse me into a life
Mental anguish, strife, and frights

Thanx Mom,
Good Night!