A gushing wave thrashing my brain
Crushing & crashing on me; going insane

You see, the problems I get
I actually detest; more so, fret

It doesn’t sink in until too late
The ramifications of my fate

Plunging down deeper in my mainstream
Sufocating on reality, no longer a fictitious dream

Nightmares, where all I can do is hush my fears
Silently behind my hands I try to fully understand

No answers do I receive
No extra hands, helping me

On my own; I have to find this one day

That’s all I gotta say